Pressed but not Crushed

I feel this heaviness weighing me down, because I am internalizing
Because on the inside, I am crying
Because I am hurt, Because I think I deserve more
Because I find it unfathomable that you would say such words to me
Because at the end of the day, words are a piercing dagger
Because though I may seem like an armadillo on the outside, on the inside I am a marshallow
Because I know no one I can share my pain with, because I want to forget
Because I want to LET GO of the hurt I feel clogging my chest
Begging me to despise you, to hate you, to feel beholden to you
Telling me I shouldn't love you
Telling me that CHRIST is trite
Questioning my beliefs, my essence, ME....

So I am losing myself in this, and coming to you, broken, an amphora, a jar of clay.

"But we have this treasure in jars of clay to show that this all-surpassing power is from God and not from us" II Corinthians 4:7

Needtobreathe's Signature of Divine(Yahweh) - Alternative Christian Band




Switchfoot - Your love is a song - Alternative Christian Band.

Mr. Yamaguchi

^^^ The source of the heart bubbles (see below for explanation). My beef fajita in Delhi.


Dear Blogsville, I have come to give you an update about my love life. I have gone and fallen in love with Adam Yamaguchi. How do I know this you may ask, well every time I click on his profile on facebook - I find myself hiccuping and then my mouth gapes open like a dead fish, only love shaped bubbles float out of it (Okay, so this is a stretch even for my active imagination, but you get my drift) So what do you guys advise? Please pick from the options below.

ALL INTERACTION WILL OCCUR ON FACEBOOK

A) Hey Adam, I admire your work deeply and your drive. Do you wanna have dinner sometime? (via msg)

B) Hey Adam, I think you have amazing talent and your work is fabulous. Plus you are such a hottie! Marry me (lol)!! or perhaps dinner and drinks? (via msg)

C) Hey Adam, remember me? the Nigerian girl. Well, I am pregnant and my parents are threatening to disown and abandon me. Please get back to me asap. (I figured this would grab his attention..he he) (via wallpost of course!)



Please help a confused Blogger.

Peace, love, and blessings.

Adia Odemwingie Yamaguchi.