Pressed but not Crushed

I feel this heaviness weighing me down, because I am internalizing
Because on the inside, I am crying
Because I am hurt, Because I think I deserve more
Because I find it unfathomable that you would say such words to me
Because at the end of the day, words are a piercing dagger
Because though I may seem like an armadillo on the outside, on the inside I am a marshallow
Because I know no one I can share my pain with, because I want to forget
Because I want to LET GO of the hurt I feel clogging my chest
Begging me to despise you, to hate you, to feel beholden to you
Telling me I shouldn't love you
Telling me that CHRIST is trite
Questioning my beliefs, my essence, ME....

So I am losing myself in this, and coming to you, broken, an amphora, a jar of clay.

"But we have this treasure in jars of clay to show that this all-surpassing power is from God and not from us" II Corinthians 4:7

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