I feel this heaviness weighing me down, because I am internalizing
Because on the inside, I am crying
Because I am hurt, Because I think I deserve more
Because I find it unfathomable that you would say such words to me
Because at the end of the day, words are a piercing dagger
Because though I may seem like an armadillo on the outside, on the inside I am a marshallow
Because I know no one I can share my pain with, because I want to forget
Because I want to LET GO of the hurt I feel clogging my chest
Begging me to despise you, to hate you, to feel beholden to you
Telling me I shouldn't love you
Telling me that CHRIST is trite
Questioning my beliefs, my essence, ME....
So I am losing myself in this, and coming to you, broken, an amphora, a jar of clay.
"But we have this treasure in jars of clay to show that this all-surpassing power is from God and not from us" II Corinthians 4:7
Needtobreathe's Signature of Divine(Yahweh) - Alternative Christian Band
Switchfoot - Your love is a song - Alternative Christian Band.
6 comments:
pls have a good cry, sometimes that is all we need and then we move on from the maddening grief or frustration to a dull ache and someday maybe a tinge after a long while!, dont be an armadillo always (even as cute as they are)sometimes be a marshmallow too :)
i guess you have made me a switchfoot fan. gorgeous music :)
I did FSR..thank you for stopping by and commenting..much appreciated!! and I feel way much better now. yay for switchfoot!! listen to meant to live and bullet soul yet?
Nice Anon: awwww nne.. jide obi gi aka. It gets better with time. Let it out and this will make you wiser + stronger.
lol totally in luv with switchfoot now there's no going back for me! funny thing is, i heard meant to live long ago and i never knew their name or maybe i forgot, thanx!!!!
@ Nice Anon..thank you nwanne m
@ FSR!! yay!! made you a Switchfoot believer! :D
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